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[Sep. 21st, 2005|02:00 pm] |
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im not going to be using this anymore...im way too cool for it...lol...so i hope you enjoy my last one!!!!!!!.....lol....thier is nothing to enjoy thou....o well ....bye bye |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|10:29 am] |
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| | the bled | ] |
yea well i dunno.....things have been okay except ive been miserable...lol....owell school has been okay too not the greatest and i hate it nut i gotta go....im planing on going to my moms today even thou i dont know how to get thier yet.....but i t will work out well i guess im gonan be out now....peace.......ANGIE!!!!!!!!!!!.........I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!<3 |
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[Sep. 8th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
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seriously.....no lie what so ever.......i fucking give up on everything....school...life....angie....just everything.....bye |
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| no need for a subject! |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|03:42 pm] |
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| | the valentine | ] |
pearl street tonite im going to see aroura who are awsomely good....they are like the as i layt dying of local music!nancy...found out that me and nick took out the car last night so it was pritty funny....if ya dont know nancy is my foster mother...lol....but yea i get to hpefully stay out all this weekend and comeback on sunday hopfully if everything works out....witch it probly wont because come on what ever works out for me!?!?!?!...nothing at all.....but o fucking well thats how it is supposed to be i guess im just so used to it....i dunno other then that i guess ive been okay latley besides some other stuff that im not gona get into because i try not to think about it....even thou i want to but dont cuz i dont want to!lol...i make no fucking sense at all...........but owell who the fuck reads this besides my girlfriend.....ANGIE!...and i dont think she even does...lol....she would prolly be mad that i just said that cuz i dunno she likes to keep it secret to everyone she knows....it like its a joke to her or something...fuck i said to much on what i dident want to! owell....i guess im gonna go before i forget!.....wait thiers nothing to forget so that made no sense again owell....fuck it im just leaving.....bye fucking bye!!!!!!! |
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| today |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|06:27 pm] |
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| | fgae45ty5yha23 | ] |
Today i went out to eat with my gram it was kinda gay but she gave me some money so that was good.....other then that everything sux....so bye bye! |
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| ghrthgh |
[Aug. 4th, 2005|03:59 pm] |
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| | ~~~~~~~~~ | ] |
LIFE!!!!!what can i say it sux most of the time...especially for me....latley it feels like everything is going to shit....i realy have no social life cuz i cant do anything....i dunno were im gonna be next....i dunno how im gonna get by all this shit...i dunno when i will be free...and i dunno...but yea...life as of now is just horrible....and no im not just beeing a depressed goth who really has nothing to bitch about....i am depressed and have the right to hate everything......thier was only one thing keeping me happy and now that feels like it is going to shit to....so o well fuck it...i mean i wish it was that easy...but its not sooooo.....well im done with this shit now...bye everyone....have a great LIFE...i know i am....lol..........dont hate me!...you know who u r!!!...lol.....love! :) |
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[Jul. 24th, 2005|06:16 pm] |
i got a hair cut today......its okay....got 4 inches offf....im in a foster home now withc sucks more ass then anything in the world and yea i guess that it........ |
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| yea |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|10:21 am] |
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| | fall out boy~~sugar,were going down swinging | ] |
so yea i went to the flywheel last night and saw a show and dave,corey,F corey,AdA,britney,mike,josh,And tons of more ppl were thier it was a good time and me and dave met this kid pat thier and he is doing a show at his house on friday and a couple different bands r gonna be playing and this kid wants us to play so it will be your first show so we are practicing today,wen,thur,and fri.....so it shuould be sick....and matts grama is going away for a week and matt has the house to his self so yea.....lol......well im out ....peace |
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| twhrth |
[Jun. 20th, 2005|07:40 am] |
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| | as i lay dying~meaning in tragity | ] |
so today is the last day of school and i dont even know why iam here i saw like 3 other kids so far im so pissed but i had to come today to get my attendance shit taken care of and clean out my locker...so yea i dunno.....i think it is a waste of energy and such to even run nthe school today cuz thier are like 6 kids...well im gonna go i guess....... |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|07:43 am] |
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yea shit is so gay latley noting to do at all and its like hot out and i dont like the hot i like the cold....lol.....this week we got finals from tuesday till fri.....oh and today i have a job interview for sixflags at 1pm and i sorta dont wanna work thier cuz it would just be a hassle like i filled out the application online and i dident expect them to call me but they did....i dident even think they looked at the fucking things....lol....but anyways im gonna go to that then i got theorapy at 3:30...and then i got to write a essay that was due today but i dident do it cuz i was tierd last night and i dident want to do it so....so im gona ask my teacher to give me more time and i know she will because she loves me or at least i think she does....just anyways she willl give me more time....well im done.... |
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[Jun. 10th, 2005|12:55 pm] |
umm yea i dunno gonna go hang out with rachael today and tommarow we r going out to the movies to see what....i have no idea...but i dont care it dont matter to me......so yea im out......
~Anthony~
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|01:14 pm] |
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| | as i lay dying | ] |
om De elsker meg drar avtrekkeren.........who know what that says......figure it out |
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|07:44 am] |
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god....its like 7:45 and its already hot and its even worse cuz its like 90 in the school...so its like colder outside...and the air conditioning in our school is broken...o well...so yesterday i went and hung out with rachael and stuff...it was cool...i was so tierd yesterday like i felt like shit and i had to clean shit at my house when i got home and it sucked....well yea i guess i gotta get going with class work... |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2005|12:32 pm] |
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| | fuck you | ] |
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| | kSe | ] |
todya was a good day...well not realy but all ive been doing in computer is downloading songs for my site and the teacher lets us...so ive just been listing to music all period its great....but yea im like in the year book for art club...lol....its kinda cool,,,,i gotta stay after school for ecology to make up like 3 tests...it sux ass...but yea im gonna go now |
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[May. 31st, 2005|01:51 pm] |
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| | COF | ] |
yea so i had a dss apointment today it went good...seeing as im here we just talked about a bunch of shit and such and yea i dunno we came up with a plan on shit...but yea i got to get dismissed and it was pritty cooland yea i dunno..im board as fuck....so im gonna go ...oh and things r going pritty good for me as of now i know no one has no idea what that means but it dont matter well to me it does...it means everything
...or she does............... |
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[May. 26th, 2005|07:51 pm] |
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| | gwen stephani...hollaback girl....lol | ] |
well yea i dunno...um im at torys work rite now and it is pritty uncomfterble...its hot and i gotta pee i dont feel like geting up thou....umm yea so racheal's b/f dumped her today so i dunno...sux i guess...sorta......umm yea HAPPY BIRTH DAY DEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!......cant say it enough....i was gonna actully try to do some sort of homework for history today cuz i need to pass that class so bad and so i callled amanda...and she dident know the asignment...god...so i dunno ill do it tommarow...lol...o well oh and tommarow im not gonna make fun of amanda at all....lol....or im gonna try not to...idunno why ...just gonna give it a break...lol..but anyways...i dunno im so board....so im gonna go |
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[May. 26th, 2005|12:11 pm] |
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cooter clark.......lol
j/k its just realy funny....but yea i dunno today is gay like every day and i dunno.....matt forbes is a homo...j/k....ummmmmm......im out
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[May. 25th, 2005|07:02 pm] |
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| | cradle of filth........gothic romance | ] |
hey umm yea i dunno.....umm yea.... |
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| yea |
[May. 24th, 2005|12:33 pm] |
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Cheney fucked up porky(derek)today cheney wasnt going to fight him untill after school so cheney said lets shake on it to fight after school...and the kid was like im not shaking your hand you faggot and spit at him and then cheney hit him then they fawght...they both got thier hits in but i think cheney won cuz he got him on the ground and was hitting him so it was sick....and me and donald were cheneys two guys that would of jumped in if anyone else did and no one else jumped in so lucky for then cuz we had so many ppl with us...it was great ..... |
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| yea |
[May. 16th, 2005|12:54 pm] |
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| | Cradle of filth | ] |
The meaning of hate became clear to me
A life with violence is my reality
More and more, day by day
The anger is consuming me
A murderer grows in me
I`ll keep the wounds open
I think of you when I torture them
A cry for help will not be heard
More and more, day by day
I realise there`s no turning back
What you did to me I`ll do to them
A suicide or a life in pain
Lost all dignity
Self inflicted pain......
Whatever....................
~Anthony~ |
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[May. 13th, 2005|12:32 pm] |
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| fuck every fucking thing!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[May. 12th, 2005|12:31 pm] |
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| | fuck music nothing helps anymore | ] |
yea so......my life is now at its worst point.....dont feel like talking about why but w/e....tities and this other kid want to fight me and cheney after school so if they show up....im gonna be fighting today...great huh.....well i dunno......fucking fuck shit.....well im out...life is running short
AnThOnY |
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| yea!!!!!!! |
[May. 9th, 2005|12:37 pm] |
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| | the killers...mr brightside...lol | ] |
today is great so far...fucking me and cheney maid fun of titties to his face in the hall way cuz he told amanda that he shut me and cheney up in another classs...witch we dont even have anyclasses with him...so he is a fag...and if he ever did try to say anything id just punch him in the face...lol....iv been wanting to im just waiting for a good reason too...well yea i dunno know....ANGIE I LOVE YOU I CANT WAIT TILL FRI AND HOPFULLY SATURDAY>>>YOU BETTER COME OVER....lol....
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| BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[May. 8th, 2005|02:39 pm] |
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| | if i was it would be C~O~F | ] |
Happy mothers day....Wtf is so happy about it...all it is is a day were woman can bitch and complain about everything and be lazy and tell everyone what to do cuz its THIER day!!!!...well i think it is a joke and you should too...but yea friday the 13th...spooky.. pearl st...Better left unsaid.TSW.BIG D.and who the fuck knows who else...but yea it should be sick and im gonna get to see my beautifull Angie....so yea it should be great...in other news donalds new nick name is FCF...if you dont know donald he is this kid at school that his g/f is some fat bitch i mean not like chunky but huge like land whale fat..its grose!!!!!!!<('.')>....thats what she looks like..lol..........im watching office space now its such a good movie....
well yea im out peace nigga's
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| (no subject) |
[May. 8th, 2005|12:42 am] |
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yea so today sucked ass my dad dident end up picking me up till eight...god today sucked...then i only talked to angie for a lil while cuz the dog got loose and i was looking for him for a good hour...he was all the way the fuck in yhis corn field by my dads and then i got bitched at for beeing on the phone...having the phone out side...and loosing the dog....so yea today sucked...welll anyways im out...
~Anthony~ |
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[May. 7th, 2005|11:34 am] |
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| | God Dethroned | ] |
band practice today hopfully ive been working on some new shit so it should be pritty sick...and hopfullly next week we will be recording some shit for purevolume and such....but yea im just waiting to go my dads now how im getting thier i have no idean but yea it should work out.....but yea well this is soo gay so im gone.....
~ANTHONY~.........i dident say anything about angie...lol... |
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| board as fuck |
[May. 6th, 2005|12:37 pm] |
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| | mellow | ] |
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| | CRADLE OF FILTH...NYMPHETAMINE | ] |
Well im in website deisign rite now iam so fucking board.....today is a gay day...i dont know if im gonna talk to Angie or not so im pritty pissed about that but yea bogdan is her with me he is soo gay and russin...lol naw hes cool.....were like watching pearl harbor witch blows...i cant wait to get home so i can take a fucking nap i dident go to sleep till like 3;30 last night fucking angie...j/k we only talked tilll 1;50...the rest is my fault....but yea my life is pritty good rite now like iam actully somewhat happy...like Angie...i just love her so much and im so happy for us i just hope everything stays cool...and yesterday she was telling me that if another girl wants to go out with me and she is better then her that i should....i was like fuck no....i dunno i just like her way to much...she dont seem to belive it but im still trying to figure out how to tell her how much i love her....anyways...im gonna go now im sure no one wants to her about all my shit...
peace
~Anthony~
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| yea |
[May. 5th, 2005|10:04 pm] |
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| | i love that word | ] |
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| | no music...cant afford CDS | ] |
Yea well this is my live fucking journal i never thought id see my self getting one of these fucking things but what can i say i guess its not as bad as i though...WTF yes it is a place were people can bitch and complain about shit and talk about happy shit also i guess....so know i am one of them...and it feels awfull...but owell...its not that bad cuz i like my username....lol..so anyways....i dunno...lol...i hate talking to my self..so im gonna go now before i make myself look like more of a fool....
~Anthony~`
P>S>
..........I LOVE YOU ANGIE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHa<<<its a lil A...... |
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